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SW: 97,7 kg
CW: 74,3 kg
LW : 56,x kg

beautilation:

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— 2 years ago with 163 notes
cat-eyes:

just a friendly reminder that looks can be deceiving! :)
a girl messaged me about a week ago on dailybooth and said, “if I had your face, my life would be complete.”
and I couldn’t help but think, “well, if I actually looked like that, then my life would probably be complete too.”
but I don’t.
I don’t think you guys realize how much of my appearance (and most girls on the internet’s appearances) is just straightened hair, pretty makeup, and push-up bras.
I don’t like showing myself without makeup because I feel ugly. but I also don’t like taking compliments that I don’t really deserve, so I wanted to show you guys the difference between fresh-out-the-shower sarah, and all-dolled-up sarah.

granted, I don’t do myself up like that every day; I haven’t got the time or the energy. most days I just look like this.

I had an anon earlier who said nobody notices her because she isn’t “tumblr pretty.”
well anon, most girls aren’t. you just have to fake it til you make it.
that is, sadly, how the world works.

cat-eyes:

just a friendly reminder that looks can be deceiving! :)

a girl messaged me about a week ago on dailybooth and said, “if I had your face, my life would be complete.”

and I couldn’t help but think, “well, if I actually looked like that, then my life would probably be complete too.”

but I don’t.

I don’t think you guys realize how much of my appearance (and most girls on the internet’s appearances) is just straightened hair, pretty makeup, and push-up bras.

I don’t like showing myself without makeup because I feel ugly. but I also don’t like taking compliments that I don’t really deserve, so I wanted to show you guys the difference between fresh-out-the-shower sarah, and all-dolled-up sarah.

granted, I don’t do myself up like that every day; I haven’t got the time or the energy. most days I just look like this.



I had an anon earlier who said nobody notices her because she isn’t “tumblr pretty.”

well anon, most girls aren’t. you just have to fake it til you make it.

that is, sadly, how the world works.

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— 2 years ago with 43445 notes
#personal  #facespam  #ugly  #pretty  #beauty  #standards  #hair  #makeup 
perfectsizefour:

downtozer0:

skinny-likeamodel:

imgonnastealyourheart:

whores-sluts-bitches:

i will never not reblog this
oh. my. god.

men, you need to get a mother effin reality check. i mean, EXCUSE me, all girls aren’t “bangable” to you. i’m fucking sorry. But you know what. Every girl is beautiful, in their own way. If you don’t like it .. fuck you ;)

that’s so sad. i’d punch all the guys in that class.

forever reblog. more people need to see this.

That’s not what happened in my health class. No one even said anything during the whole video.

perfectsizefour:

downtozer0:

skinny-likeamodel:

imgonnastealyourheart:

whores-sluts-bitches:

i will never not reblog this

oh. my. god.

men, you need to get a mother effin reality check. i mean, EXCUSE me, all girls aren’t “bangable” to you. i’m fucking sorry. But you know what. Every girl is beautiful, in their own way. If you don’t like it .. fuck you ;)

that’s so sad. i’d punch all the guys in that class.

forever reblog. more people need to see this.

That’s not what happened in my health class. No one even said anything during the whole video.

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— 2 years ago with 59266 notes

letzrockthis replied to your post: I was hospitalized

Are you doing better :( ? How much did you weigh when you were hospitalized? Was it an unhealthy weight for you or from the malnutrition?

well i was about 56kg (123lbs) and im about 5’9/6’0 feet tall, also its an unhealthy weight and since i didnt ate for about 2 and a half months i was malnourished, they gave me food which had alot of fat/carbohydrates & proteins, but im good now :), i dont feel as weak as i felt with 56kg, but i’ll try to loose weight now with Low Carb

(worked for a friend of mine and i think it’ll work for me too.)

— 2 years ago
#letzrockthis 
I was hospitalized

Well long story short; ive reached a certain weight where my organs couldnt work as usual anymore, so i’ve got instantly hospitalized and the doctors made me gain about 18kgs and yeah i’ll stop my non-eating habit now and try to loose this weight on a healthy way :l - like i’ve always said i dont want to die because im not eating, i just wanted to reach that weight and yeah, dont like being hospitalized again…

kind of funny how long it takes (like 2 and half months of not eating) to loose 25kg and they make you gain this weight in like 3 or 4 weeks lol.

— 2 years ago with 1 note